THEY VIOLATED MY MOTHER’S MEMORY AND LAUGHED AS I WEPT; NOW HIS GENERAL FATHER IS BEGGING ME FOR MERCY – WHAT DO THEY KNOW THAT I DON’T?
The wind bit hard that day, just like it always did out on that godforsaken patch of land they called a memorial garden. Mom loved it, though. Said the endless sky made her feel free. Free from what, I never knew, but I brought her ashes there anyway, just like she asked.
I knelt, trying to ignore the sneers. Trevor and his crew – all lifted trucks and backwards hats – thought this was hilarious. “Look at the crybaby,” Trevor drawled, kicking at a loose stone. “Mourning his mommy. Pathetic.”
Mom had died last year of cancer, and ever since, Trevor had made my life a living hell. We’d been friends once, back in grade school, but something shifted when his dad got his third star. Money and power – it changes people. Or maybe it just reveals who they really are.
I ignored him, focusing on the small urn in my hands. It was simple, bronze, and felt surprisingly heavy. It held everything that was left of her. Everything they could not take away.
“Aww, is he gonna cry?” another one chimed in. They were close now, the circle tightening. I could smell the stale beer on their breath. Trevor stepped forward, his shadow falling over me.
“Say something, loser,” he spat. “Or are you too busy talking to dead people?”
I closed my eyes, picturing Mom’s face. Her smile, the way she used to hum off-key while she cooked. I needed that strength now. The memory wasn’t enough.
That’s when he snatched the urn. I lunged, but he was too quick, holding it high above his head. “What’s this, your mommy’s dust?” he yelled, and then, with a cruel laugh, he upended it.
The ashes scattered, a grey cloud in the wind. Some landed on my face, gritty and cold. I tasted her on my tongue. I had never felt so violated, so completely helpless. The circle erupted in laughter, a sound that clawed at my soul. Trevor, his face flushed with triumph, kicked the empty urn into the dirt. It rolled a few feet and came to rest against a scraggly rose bush. I watched it, my vision blurring with tears.
That’s when something snapped inside me. Not into rage, not yet. It was colder than that, a deep, still calculation. I let them laugh. I let them push me to the ground. I waited. Because I knew, somehow, that this wasn’t over. This was just the beginning.
I stayed there, on my knees, covered in my mother’s remains. The wind whipped around me, carrying her away, piece by piece. I could feel the eyes of the others on me, but I didn’t move. Let them think they had won. Let them enjoy their little victory. Because when General Thompson arrived, everything would change.
It wasn’t long before I saw the black SUV pull up. I recognized it instantly. General Thompson, Trevor’s father, was not a man who liked to be kept waiting. He emerged, ramrod straight in his uniform, his face like granite. He scanned the scene, his eyes narrowed, taking in the scattered ashes, the overturned urn, his son and his cronies, laughing and jeering. Then his gaze landed on me.
I saw the color drain from his face. His mouth opened slightly, as if he were trying to speak, but no sound came out. He stumbled forward, his hand reaching out as if to steady himself. But there was nothing there. He dropped to his knees in the dirt, his eyes wide with terror. Pure, unadulterated terror.
“Please,” he croaked, his voice barely a whisper. “Please don’t.”
Trevor and the others stopped laughing. They stared at their friend’s father, confused and uneasy. Trevor stepped forward, his bravado faltering. “Dad? What’s wrong? What are you doing?”
The General didn’t answer. His eyes remained fixed on me, pleading, begging. He scrambled closer on his knees, reaching for my hand. I recoiled, disgusted. “You… you don’t understand,” he stammered. “You can’t… you mustn’t…”
I looked down at him, this powerful man, reduced to a whimpering wreck at my feet. And I realized, with a chilling certainty, that he knew something I didn’t. Something about me, something about my mother, something about the ashes scattered in the wind. And whatever it was, it terrified him.
“What is it?” I asked, my voice cold and hard. “What do you know?”
He shook his head, his eyes darting around as if he were afraid of being overheard. “I can’t tell you,” he whispered. “It’s too dangerous. For both of us.”
“Dangerous?” I repeated, my curiosity piqued. “What could be more dangerous than this? Than desecrating my mother’s memory?”
He flinched, as if I had struck him. “You don’t understand,” he said again. “This… this is just the beginning.”
I stood up, brushing the ashes from my clothes. I looked at Trevor, his face a mask of bewilderment. I looked at the others, their laughter long gone. And then I looked back at General Thompson, still kneeling in the dirt, his eyes filled with dread.
“Tell me,” I said, my voice unwavering. “Tell me everything. Or I swear to God, I will make you regret the day you were born.”
He hesitated for a moment, his face contorted with inner turmoil. Then, he took a deep breath and began to speak. And as he spoke, the world around me seemed to shift and warp, the familiar landscape transforming into something dark and unknown. The truth, it seemed, was far more terrifying than I could have ever imagined.
CHAPTER II
The garden air hung thick and still, a stark contrast to the turmoil raging inside me. Trevor stood frozen, a grotesque statue of shock, flecks of my mother’s remains clinging to his expensive jacket. General Thompson, his face a mask of controlled panic, was the only one who seemed to grasp the gravity of the situation. His eyes, usually so commanding, darted between me and the urn, a desperate plea etched in their depths. It was unsettling, like watching a predator suddenly become prey.
His terror wasn’t for Trevor. It was for me. Or, more accurately, for what he thought I was capable of. That realization settled like a stone in my stomach. What did he know? What had my mother hidden? These questions clawed at me, eclipsing even the burning rage I felt towards Trevor. The air crackled with unspoken words, with a history I was only beginning to glimpse. My mother’s history. A woman I thought I knew, reduced to ashes scattered by a pathetic, privileged boy, and now, the subject of a general’s palpable fear.
I needed answers, and I needed them now. But not here. Not in this place, so carefully cultivated, now tainted by Trevor’s cruelty and Thompson’s dread. The scent of roses, usually a comfort, felt suffocating, a reminder of the secrets buried beneath their carefully pruned beauty. “Let’s go somewhere private, General,” I managed to say, my voice surprisingly steady despite the chaos within. He nodded, a jerky, almost subservient movement that further fueled my suspicion. “Trevor, stay here,” he barked, his authority returning, but tinged with an undercurrent of worry. “And don’t you dare move.”
I turned and started walking towards the garden’s exit, Thompson close behind. I could feel Trevor’s confused and angry stare burning into my back. He had no idea what was happening, and frankly, I didn’t either, but I was determined to find out. My heart pounded in my chest. This felt like the moment everything would change. Everything I thought I knew about myself, about my mother, about the world. As we walked, I couldn’t shake the feeling of being watched, of unseen eyes observing our every move. It was the kind of paranoia that had haunted me since childhood, a sense of lurking danger that I had always dismissed as overactive imagination. But now, with Thompson’s fear as confirmation, I knew it was real. The game had changed. And I was about to find out the rules.
***
The General led me to his car, a black sedan that screamed power and discretion. He opened the door for me, a gesture so incongruous with his military bearing that it bordered on comical, if the situation weren’t so dire. We drove in silence, the tension in the car so thick you could cut it with a knife. I watched him from the corner of my eye, his jaw tight, his knuckles white on the steering wheel. He was a man used to control, used to giving orders, and right now, he was clearly struggling to maintain his composure. It was unnerving, fascinating, and terrifying all at once.
Finally, he pulled into a secluded parking lot overlooking the city. The sprawling metropolis shimmered in the distance, a million lives playing out their dramas, oblivious to the secrets simmering beneath the surface. He turned off the engine, plunging us into near silence, save for the distant hum of traffic. “I owe you an explanation,” he said, his voice gravelly. “And your mother… your mother deserves the truth.”
“Start with what you know about me,” I countered, cutting him off. “What did you see back there? What are you so afraid of?” He sighed, a weary sound that seemed to age him by decades. “It’s not what I’m afraid of,” he said, his eyes meeting mine with surprising intensity. “It’s what you’re capable of. What you don’t know you’re capable of.” That vague, ominous statement sent a chill down my spine. What did he mean? Was this about some latent genetic predisposition? Some hidden power I had inherited from my mother? “You’re not making any sense,” I said, my voice laced with frustration.
“I will,” he promised. “But you need to understand… your mother was a remarkable woman. Strong. Courageous. But she was also… complicated. She made choices, difficult choices, that had far-reaching consequences. Consequences that are still playing out today.” He paused, choosing his words carefully. “She was involved in something… something dangerous. Something that people would kill to protect.” “Involved in what?” I pressed, my heart pounding. He hesitated, his gaze drifting towards the city skyline. “I can’t tell you everything,” he said finally. “Not yet. But I can tell you this: you’re in danger. And the closer you get to the truth, the more danger you’ll be in.” I didn’t like his answer, but I knew pushing him further right now would be futile. He was holding back, protecting something, or someone. But why? And who was he protecting me from?
***
“Why are you telling me this?” I asked, suspicion creeping into my voice. “Why not just let me remain ignorant?” He looked at me then, a deep sadness in his eyes. “Because your mother entrusted me with your safety,” he said. “She made me promise that if anything ever happened to her, I would protect you. Even from yourself.” That statement hung in the air between us, heavy with unspoken meaning. My mother had anticipated this. She had known that her past would eventually catch up with me. And she had made arrangements for my protection. But from what? Or from whom?
“What did my mother do, General?” I asked again, my voice firm. “I deserve to know.” He hesitated, then reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small, worn photograph. He handed it to me. It was a picture of my mother, younger, vibrant, standing next to a man I didn’t recognize. They were both in military uniforms, standing in front of a helicopter. My mother was smiling, a carefree, genuine smile that I had rarely seen in her later years. The man beside her had a strong jaw and piercing blue eyes. He looked familiar, but I couldn’t place him. “Who is this?” I asked.
He sighed. “That’s Colonel Richard Harding,” he said. “He was your mother’s commanding officer. And… he was also her lover.” The words hit me like a physical blow. My mother? Having an affair? It was impossible. She had always been so reserved, so stoic. The idea of her being involved in a passionate relationship was simply unimaginable. But the photograph didn’t lie. The look on her face was undeniable. She was in love. “But… my father…” I stammered. “Your father knew,” he said. “It was… complicated. Harding was a hero. A legend. He was also… ruthless. He believed in doing whatever it took to protect his country. Your mother… she admired him. She believed in him. But she also saw the darkness in him. And that’s what ultimately tore them apart.” This was too much. My head was spinning. My mother, a soldier, an adulteress, involved in something dangerous. It was like a movie plot, not my life. I handed the photograph back to him, my hands trembling. “I need to go,” I said, my voice barely a whisper. “This is… too much.”
He nodded, understanding in his eyes. “I’ll take you home,” he said. As we drove back, I stared out the window, the city lights blurring into streaks of color. My mother’s life was a lie. Everything I thought I knew about her, about myself, was shattered. And I was no closer to understanding why Trevor had desecrated her ashes, or why Thompson was so afraid of me. All I knew was that I was in danger. And that the truth was buried somewhere in my mother’s past. A past that I was now determined to uncover, no matter the cost.
***
Back in my apartment, the familiar surroundings offered little comfort. I felt like an intruder in my own life, a stranger in my own skin. The photograph of my mother haunted me, her smiling face a mocking reminder of my ignorance. Who was this woman? And what secrets had she taken to her grave? I poured myself a glass of wine, the cheap Cabernet doing little to soothe my frayed nerves. I needed to think. I needed to make a plan. But my mind was racing, filled with unanswered questions and half-formed fears.
The doorbell rang, shattering the fragile silence. I hesitated, my hand hovering over the doorknob. Who could be here at this hour? It was probably Trevor, wanting to apologize, or worse, to gloat. But something told me it wasn’t him. There was a sense of urgency in the ringing, a frantic desperation that sent a shiver down my spine. I took a deep breath and opened the door.
Standing on my doorstep was Sarah, my mother’s best friend. Her face was pale, her eyes wide with terror. She was clutching a worn leather-bound journal to her chest. “They know,” she gasped, her voice trembling. “They know you know.” Before I could ask her what she meant, a deafening explosion ripped through the air. The windows shattered, the walls shook, and I was thrown to the ground, the world dissolving into a blinding flash of white. Sarah screamed, a high-pitched, agonizing sound that was abruptly cut short. Then, silence. A silence so profound, so absolute, that it was more terrifying than the explosion itself. I lay there, dazed and disoriented, shards of glass digging into my skin. The acrid smell of smoke filled the air. And then, I saw it. Sarah, lying motionless on the floor, her eyes wide and vacant. The journal, clutched tightly in her hand, was stained with blood. My blood. And hers.
My apartment was bombed. Sarah, my mother’s closest confidante, was dead. And I was the target. This wasn’t just about my mother’s past. It was about my present. And my future. The triggering incident had occurred, publicly and irreversibly. There was no going back. No pretending this wasn’t happening. I was now fully immersed in a world of danger, secrets, and lies. A world that my mother had tried to protect me from. But now, I was all alone. And I had to figure out how to survive.
CHAPTER III
The world was white. Then red. Then nothing.
I blinked. My ears rang. My head throbbed. Smoke filled my lungs. I coughed, trying to sit up, but a sharp pain shot through my leg.
Sarah.
I looked around. The apartment was gone. Just rubble and fire. The air was thick with the smell of burning plastic and something else… something human.
“Sarah!” I screamed, my voice raw.
No response. Only the crackling of flames.
I crawled forward, ignoring the pain in my leg. I had to find her. Had to.
My hand brushed against something. A book. Small and leather-bound. Sarah’s journal.
I grabbed it, clutching it to my chest like a lifeline. It was warm.
“Help me!” I heard a weak voice cry out.
It was Sarah.
I followed the sound, pulling myself through the debris. I found her pinned beneath a collapsed beam, her face covered in blood. She was fading. Fast.
“I’m here, Sarah,” I said, my voice trembling. “I’m here.”
She looked at me, her eyes filled with pain and fear. “They know… they know about…”
She coughed, blood sputtering from her lips. “The journal… protect it…”
Her eyes glazed over. Her hand went limp. Her last breath escaped her lungs.
“Sarah!” I screamed again, but it was no use. She was gone.
I sat there, holding her hand, tears streaming down my face. The journal was clutched in my other hand. I felt a surge of anger, a burning rage that consumed me. They did this. They killed her.
I would make them pay. I would find them. I would destroy them.
I had to get out of here. The sirens were getting closer.
I crawled away from Sarah’s body, dragging myself through the wreckage. I didn’t know where I was going, but I knew I couldn’t stay here.
The world seemed to shift. A new sense heightened awareness and speed, I could feel the heat, the pressure. A visceral feeling was building, and I knew my life depended on it.
I had to get out before the fire consumed me.
I managed to pull myself onto the street just as the first fire trucks arrived.
The scene was chaotic. Firefighters rushed into the building, sirens wailed, and people screamed. I was invisible in the chaos. Just another face in the crowd.
I limped away, the journal hidden beneath my jacket. I needed to find a safe place, somewhere I could decipher it. Somewhere they wouldn’t find me.
My leg throbbed with every step, but I pushed on. I had to. For Sarah. For my mother. For myself.
I wasn’t sure who I could trust. General Thompson? He seemed genuinely concerned, but could he be playing me? Was he involved in this? Or was he trying to protect me from something even more dangerous?
And Trevor… what was his role in all of this? Was he just a pawn in his father’s game, or was he something more?
Too many questions. Not enough answers.
I had to find the truth. No matter the cost.
I found a dingy motel on the outskirts of town. The kind of place where no one asked questions. I paid in cash and locked myself in the room.
The first thing I did was examine the journal. It was small and worn, its pages filled with Sarah’s neat handwriting. I flipped through it, searching for clues.
Most of it was just personal reflections, mundane details of her life. But then I found something. A name. Repeated over and over again.
Richard Harding.
And then, a date. A date that was circled and underlined.
1985.
What happened in 1985?
I remembered what General Thompson had said. My mother and Harding were lovers. What if this journal held the key to their relationship? To everything?
I started to read, slowly and carefully, deciphering Sarah’s cryptic entries. The more I read, the more I realized that my mother’s life was far more complicated than I ever imagined.
She was involved in something dangerous, something that put her life – and now mine – in danger.
Sarah’s journal entries spoke of Harding’s darkness. I wasn’t sure what it meant, but I felt it too. A darkness in the words.
I also found references to an operation. A clandestine operation gone wrong.
The closer I got to the truth, the more I felt like I was being watched. Every shadow seemed to hold a threat. Every sound made me jump.
I was no longer just grieving. I was hunted.
I forced myself to keep reading. Sarah’s words were my only guide. She wouldn’t let me down.
The journal described a mission Harding led in Cambodia. Something went wrong. Terribly wrong.
They’d been tasked with extracting a high-value target, a scientist with knowledge of biological weapons. But the mission was compromised. They were ambushed.
Harding had ordered his men to fight their way out, leaving the scientist behind. Many men died. Including, Sarah wrote, a young man Harding had sworn to protect. His best friend.
Sarah wrote that Harding changed after that. He became ruthless. Cold. He lost his soul in that jungle. It was the beginning of the end for him and my mother.
Suddenly, a wave of dizziness overcame me, and my vision blurred. I clutched the journal tighter, desperately trying to focus. My heart pounded in my chest, and I gasped for air.
The room spun around me, and I felt a strange energy coursing through my veins. I remembered General Thompson’s words, his fear. What did he know about me? About my mother?
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to block out the chaos. But it was no use. The energy grew stronger, more intense. I felt like I was about to explode.
I fell to my knees, the journal slipping from my grasp. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. All I could feel was the burning rage, the overwhelming desire for revenge.
Then, everything went black.
When I came to, I was lying on the floor, the journal beside me. My body was trembling, and I was covered in sweat. But something was different.
I felt… stronger. More aware. It was as if a part of me had awakened, a part I never knew existed.
I stood up, my leg no longer throbbing. I walked to the mirror and looked at myself. My eyes were glowing. A faint, blue light.
I didn’t understand what was happening to me, but I knew one thing: I was no longer the same person I was before.
I was something more. Something dangerous.
I had to learn to control this power, to understand it. But first, I had to find out who was responsible for Sarah’s death. And I had to make them pay.
My phone rang. I looked at the screen. It was General Thompson.
I hesitated for a moment, then answered it.
“Where are you?” he asked, his voice urgent. “Are you okay?”
“I’m alive,” I said, my voice cold. “But Sarah isn’t.”
There was a pause. “I know,” he said. “I’m sorry. I tried to warn you.”
“Warn me?” I said, my voice rising. “You knew this was going to happen?”
“I knew they were after you,” he said. “I didn’t know they would go this far.”
“Who are they?” I demanded. “Tell me who they are.”
He hesitated again. “It’s complicated,” he said. “They’re powerful people. People you don’t want to mess with.”
“I don’t care,” I said. “I want their names. I want to know why they killed Sarah.”
He sighed. “I can’t tell you that over the phone,” he said. “It’s too dangerous. Meet me. I’ll explain everything.”
“Where?” I asked.
“There’s an old military base outside of town,” he said. “Camp Griffin. Meet me there. Tonight. Alone.”
“And if I don’t?” I asked.
“Then you’re on your own,” he said. “And they will find you. And they will kill you.”
He hung up.
I stared at the phone, my mind racing. Could I trust him? Or was this a trap?
I didn’t know, but I didn’t have a choice. I had to find out the truth. And if that meant meeting with General Thompson, then so be it.
I grabbed the journal and my jacket. It was time to go. Time to face my destiny.
I arrived at Camp Griffin late that night. The base was deserted, the buildings dark and silent. A cold wind whistled through the broken windows.
It felt like a ghost town.
I walked slowly, cautiously, my senses on high alert. I could feel the presence of something else here. Something ancient. Something powerful.
I found General Thompson waiting for me in the main building. He was standing in the shadows, his face grim.
“You came,” he said.
“I want answers,” I said. “Tell me everything.”
He nodded. “I will,” he said. “But first, there’s something you need to know.”
He stepped into the light. And I saw it. The gun in his hand.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “But it’s the only way.”
He raised the gun and pointed it at me.
I didn’t move. I just stared at him, my eyes glowing brighter.
“You don’t understand,” I said. “I’m not afraid of you.”
He pulled the trigger.
I felt the bullet rip through my shoulder. I staggered backward, but I didn’t fall.
The wound was already healing.
General Thompson stared at me in disbelief. “What… what are you?”
I didn’t answer. I just focused my energy, channeling my rage. The air around me crackled with electricity.
“You betrayed me,” I said, my voice a low growl. “You betrayed my mother. You will pay.”
I unleashed my power.
A wave of energy erupted from me, throwing General Thompson against the wall. He crashed to the ground, unconscious.
I stood over him, my body trembling. I could kill him. I should kill him.
But something stopped me. A voice in my head, whispering.
Not yet.
I lowered my hand, the energy dissipating. I needed answers. And he was the only one who could give them to me.
I knelt beside him and checked his pulse. He was still alive. But he wouldn’t be for long if I didn’t get him help.
I had a choice to make. Leave him to die, or save him and get the truth. But even as I was thinking about it, I was already dragging him into the car.
Suddenly, headlights appeared. A car pulled up outside the building.
I moved into the shadows, pulling the journal closer, I watched as two figures emerged from the vehicle. I recognised one immediately.
It was Trevor.
He was talking to a man in a suit. A man I’d never seen before. But it was Trevor that shocked me.
What was he doing here? Was he working with these people? Was he involved in Sarah’s death?
The man in the suit spoke. “Is he here?”
Trevor nodded. “He’s inside,” he said. “She’s with him.”
The man in the suit smiled. “Good,” he said. “It’s time to end this.”
They started to walk towards the building. I knew I had to act fast.
I couldn’t let them get to General Thompson. And I couldn’t let them get to me.
I stepped out of the shadows, my eyes glowing with power.
“Looking for someone?” I asked.
Trevor turned around, his face filled with shock. “What the hell?”
The man in the suit smirked. “Well, well, well,” he said. “Look what we have here.”
He raised his hand, and two more figures emerged from the shadows. They were armed.
“Kill her,” the man in the suit said.
Trevor hesitated. “I… I don’t know about this,” he said.
“Shut up, Trevor,” the man in the suit snapped. “You’re in too deep now.”
The armed men advanced towards me, their guns raised. I knew I was outnumbered. But I wasn’t afraid. I had power now. Power they couldn’t imagine.
This was my chance to avenge Sarah’s death. To find out the truth. To destroy the people who had ruined my life.
I was ready.
I let the power surge through me. I smiled. The game has changed.
My journey was beginning.
CHAPTER IV
The news broke the next morning. Not the kind that trickled out, hesitant and fragmented, but a full-blown, sensationalized explosion across every screen, every headline. ‘Terror in the Capital!’ ‘Bombing Rocks City Center – Civilian Casualties!’ They called it a terrorist attack, naturally. Easier to digest, easier to demonize. No mention of Sarah, no whispers of conspiracies, just a clean, easily digestible narrative of faceless evil. They showed footage of the wreckage, the charred remains of the building, the faces of first responders, grim and determined. They interviewed witnesses, their voices trembling with fear and outrage. But no one spoke of the truth.
My face wasn’t plastered across the screen. Not yet, anyway. I was still just a ghost, a footnote in someone else’s tragedy. A survivor, lucky to be alive. The irony wasn’t lost on me. Alive, but utterly shattered. My mother’s death, Sarah’s sacrifice, the burning weight of my own… abilities. It was all suffocating me. I stayed holed up in that motel room, the curtains drawn, the TV a constant, droning presence. I couldn’t eat. Couldn’t sleep. Just stared at the flickering images, the lies they were feeding the world. Thompson hadn’t contacted me. I hadn’t contacted him. A silent standoff, born of distrust and desperation. Trevor… I didn’t even want to think about Trevor. His face haunted me, a kaleidoscope of conflicting emotions – guilt, fear, something that might have been… affection?
The pressure was building. The city was on edge, security was tight, and the air was thick with suspicion. I knew it wouldn’t be long before they started digging deeper, before they started asking the right questions. Questions that would lead them to me. I had to move. Had to find answers. Had to stop this before anyone else got hurt.
I spent the afternoon glued to my phone, tracing every mention of the bombing, every news report, every social media post. There was a memorial planned for the victims, a public display of grief and solidarity. The mayor would be there, senators, all the usual talking heads. A perfect opportunity, I thought, for those pulling the strings to make their next move.
Later that night, I slipped out of the motel, shrouded in shadows. The city felt different, colder, more dangerous. Every siren, every passing car, sent a jolt of adrenaline through me. I was a hunted animal, alone and vulnerable. But I was also something else. Something they didn’t expect. Something powerful. And I was ready to use it.
I went to the memorial, of course. Disguised, hidden among the mourners. The air was heavy with the scent of flowers and the sound of weeping. The mayor gave a speech, full of platitudes and promises. The cameras flashed, the reporters scribbled, the crowd swayed in a sea of grief. But I wasn’t watching them. I was watching the shadows, the edges of the crowd, the places where the unseen lurked.
That’s when I saw him. The man in the suit. The one who had been at Sarah’s apartment. He was standing near the back, his face impassive, his eyes scanning the crowd. He hadn’t seen me. Not yet. This was my chance. I moved closer, weaving through the mourners, my heart pounding in my chest. He made a call, and two men emerged from the crowd, standing either side of him. Bodyguards, maybe. I saw Trevor, on the other side of the crowd, looking at me, a look of horror on his face. He pushed through the crowd, attempting to get to me. He was too late. The man in the suit began to move.
I stepped forward, pushing past the mourners, creating a gap. All eyes turned to me. I didn’t care. I was done hiding. “You,” I said, my voice ringing out across the square. “It ends now.”
Chaos erupted. The crowd screamed, the bodyguards lunged, and the man in the suit… smiled. A cold, predatory smile that sent a shiver down my spine. Trevor arrived and pulled me back, a look of pleading on his face. But it was too late.
They opened fire.
It wasn’t the memorial. It was a setup. The ‘terrorist attack’ was nothing but a conspiracy. To find me. To kill me. It was all a game.
I reacted instinctively, throwing up a shield of energy. The bullets ricocheted off it, scattering harmlessly. But the crowd wasn’t so lucky. People screamed and fell, blood staining the pavement. I dropped the shield, rage consuming me. I had been played.
I saw them all lying there. The bodyguards, the man in the suit, Trevor. I watched as their life drained away. I had no emotion, nothing, but the need to finish the task. I looked to Trevor, but there was nothing I could do. I left them. I left them all. I couldn’t stay there any longer.
The next few days were a blur of headlines, accusations, and police sirens. I became the villain of the story. The unhinged vigilante, responsible for the massacre. The media ran wild, painting me as a monster. My past was dredged up, every mistake, every transgression magnified and distorted. My face was everywhere, a symbol of fear and chaos.
Thompson finally contacted me. Not a phone call, but a message, delivered through a trusted channel. A meeting. He had something to show me, something that would change everything. I didn’t trust him, not completely. But I had no other choice. I had to know the truth.
The meeting was in an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of the city. It was dark and damp, the air thick with the smell of decay. Thompson was waiting for me, standing beneath a single flickering light bulb. He looked older, more worn down than I remembered. The wound from the bombing had clearly taken its toll.
“I know who you are,” he said, his voice grave. “And I know what you can do.”
He showed me a file, filled with documents and photographs. My mother’s file. It revealed the truth about her past, her involvement with Colonel Harding, and the experiments they had conducted. The experiments that had given me my powers.
“Your mother was a hero,” Thompson said. “She was trying to stop them. Trying to expose the truth.”
But the truth was far more complicated than I could have imagined. Harding hadn’t been a monster. He had been a patriot, driven by a desperate need to protect his country. The experiments had been his idea, a way to create super-soldiers, to gain an edge in the Cold War. My mother had been his partner, his confidante, his lover.
But they had disagreed about the ethics of the project. My mother had wanted to shut it down, to expose the truth. Harding had refused. It was a rift that had destroyed them both.
The journal contained the names of everyone involved in the project, everyone who knew the truth. Sarah had been one of them. That’s why she had been killed.
The man in the suit had been trying to silence them all. To protect the secrets of the past.
“I’m sorry,” Thompson said. “I should have told you sooner. But I was trying to protect you. From them. From yourself.”
I looked at him, my mind reeling. So much had happened in so little time. Sarah was dead. The city was in chaos. Trevor was probably dead and it was my fault. My mother had been a hero and a villain. I was a weapon. And Thompson… he had been trying to protect me.
“What do I do now?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
“You have a choice,” Thompson said. “You can run. You can hide. Or you can fight.”
I knew what I had to do.
I left the warehouse, the file clutched in my hand. The city was still on edge, but the fear was different now. It was my fear. My responsibility.
I wasn’t just a victim anymore. I was something more. Something dangerous.
And I was ready to use it to end this.
I spent the next few days piecing together the information from the file. I tracked down the remaining members of the project, the ones who had managed to stay hidden for so long. They were old, frail, living in fear. But they had information. Information that could expose the conspiracy, that could bring down the man in the suit.
I confronted them, one by one. Some were willing to talk, others were not. But I didn’t give up. I used my powers, my anger, my desperation to get the truth.
Finally, I had enough. I had the names, the dates, the locations. I had everything I needed to bring them down.
I contacted the media, leaked the information to every news outlet I could find. The story exploded, shattering the carefully constructed facade of lies and deceit. The man in the suit was exposed, his reputation ruined, his career destroyed.
But it wasn’t enough. He had too much power, too many connections. He wouldn’t go down without a fight.
He came after me, of course. Sent his remaining thugs, his loyal followers. But I was ready for them. I fought them off, one by one, using my powers to neutralize their threats. The experience made me stronger. More powerful.
In the end, there was only one left. The man in the suit himself.
We met in the same abandoned warehouse where Thompson had shown me the file. It was a fitting location, a symbol of the decay and corruption that had festered for so long.
He was alone, unarmed. He looked tired, defeated. But his eyes still held a spark of defiance.
“You can’t win,” he said, his voice hoarse. “You’re just one person. You can’t stop us.”
“I already have,” I said. “It’s over.”
He lunged at me, desperation fueling his attack. I dodged his blow, grabbed his arm, and twisted it behind his back. He screamed in pain, but I didn’t let go.
“Who are you?” he gasped, his voice choked with pain.
“I’m the consequence,” I said. “The consequence of your actions.”
I didn’t kill him. I could have. But that wouldn’t have been justice. Justice was exposing him, stripping him of his power, and letting him face the consequences of his actions.
I handed him over to the authorities, along with all the evidence I had gathered. He was arrested, charged with conspiracy, murder, and treason.
The city breathed a collective sigh of relief. The reign of terror was over.
But for me, it was just beginning. I had exposed the truth, brought down the villains, and avenged my mother’s death. But I had also crossed a line. I had used my powers to kill, to intimidate, to destroy. I had become the very thing I had been fighting against.
The weight of my actions was crushing. The guilt, the shame, the knowledge that I had lost myself in the process.
I knew I couldn’t stay in the city. Not anymore. I needed to get away, to find a place where I could heal, where I could learn to control my powers, where I could try to become the person I once was.
I said goodbye to Thompson, thanking him for his help, his guidance. He understood. He had seen too much darkness in his life. He knew the cost of fighting for what was right.
I left the city, driving north, towards the mountains. I didn’t know where I was going, but I knew I had to go. I had to find myself again. Or maybe, for the first time.
The radio reported on the aftermath of the scandal. The man in the suit, his real name revealed as Arthur Sterling, was cooperating with the investigation, naming names, revealing secrets. The government was in turmoil, facing a crisis of confidence. But slowly, gradually, the city began to heal.
I turned off the radio, unable to listen anymore. The truth was out there, but it didn’t bring me peace. It only reminded me of what I had lost. Of who I had lost.
As I drove into the mountains, I saw a figure in the road ahead of me, in my lane, walking slowly. It was Trevor. I slammed on the brakes, throwing myself across the seat as the car skidded to a stop. He stood there, in the pouring rain, a ghost from my past.
“Trevor?” I whispered, my voice trembling. “How… how are you alive?”
He didn’t answer. He just looked at me, his eyes filled with a mixture of pain and forgiveness.
He began to change, his face contorting, his body growing larger, more muscular. His eyes turned black, his skin hardened into scales. He was becoming something else, something… inhuman.
I gasped, my heart pounding in my chest. I knew what he was. What he had always been.
“You’re one of them,” I said, my voice barely audible.
He nodded, a slow, deliberate movement.
“I was sent to protect you,” he said, his voice deep and guttural. “To guide you.”
“But… you helped the man in the suit,” I said. “You tried to kill me.”
“I had to maintain my cover,” he said. “It was the only way to keep you safe.”
“Safe from what?” I asked.
“From the others,” he said. “The ones who want to control you. To use you for their own purposes.”
“Who are they?” I asked.
“They are everywhere,” he said. “They are the shadows, the whispers, the unseen forces that control the world.”
“And you’re one of them?” I asked.
He hesitated, his eyes filled with conflict.
“I am what I need to be,” he said. “To protect you.”
I didn’t know what to believe. I had been betrayed so many times, lied to so many times. I couldn’t trust anyone. Not even Trevor.
But I also knew that he was the only one who could help me. The only one who knew the truth.
“Take me to them,” I said. “Show me who they are.”
He nodded, his face unreadable. I followed him, leaving the car on the side of the road and walking deeper into the mountains, into the heart of the darkness.
My journey was far from over. It was only just beginning. And as I walked, I knew that I would never be the same again. But I was ready. Ready to face whatever came next. Ready to fight for the truth. Ready to protect the world from the shadows.
Days turned into weeks as Trevor and I travelled through the mountains. The landscape was harsh and unforgiving, mirroring the turmoil within me. We spoke little, our silence punctuated only by the rustling of leaves and the distant cries of animals. I found myself observing Trevor intently, searching for any sign of deceit or hidden motives. But his expression remained inscrutable, his loyalty an enigma I couldn’t decipher.
I tried to recall any instance where Trevor had attempted to harm me, but all I could remember were his actions to protect me. Still, I couldn’t shake the feeling that he wasn’t telling me the whole truth. He spoke of the ‘others’ in hushed tones, painting them as a powerful and omnipresent force. But he never revealed their identities or their ultimate goals.
We reached a secluded cabin nestled deep within the woods. The structure was old and dilapidated, but smoke billowed from the chimney, suggesting it was inhabited. This, Trevor explained, was one of their hidden outposts, a place where I could learn more about my abilities and prepare for the challenges ahead. Hesitantly, I followed him inside.
The cabin’s interior was dimly lit and sparsely furnished. An elderly woman with piercing blue eyes sat in a rocking chair by the fireplace, her gaze fixed on the flames. She introduced herself as Elara, a mentor and guide who would help me unlock my full potential. I regarded her with suspicion, unsure whether to trust her intentions. Elara smiled knowingly, as if reading my thoughts. “You have suffered much, child,” she said softly. “But you are stronger than you realize.”
Over the next few weeks, Elara subjected me to rigorous training, both physical and mental. She taught me how to control my powers, how to channel my emotions, and how to harness my inner strength. I learned to meditate, to focus my mind, and to tap into the wellspring of energy within me. Elara revealed more about my mother’s past, her involvement in the clandestine operation led by Colonel Harding. She explained that my mother possessed unique abilities that made her a valuable asset, but she ultimately rebelled against their unethical methods. It was this defiance that led to her tragic demise.
As I delved deeper into my training, I began to understand the true extent of my powers. I could manipulate energy, control the elements, and even perceive glimpses of the future. But with each new ability came a greater responsibility. I realized that my powers could be used for good or for evil, and the choice was mine to make.
One evening, Elara revealed the identities of the ‘others,’ the shadowy figures who sought to control me. They were a cabal of wealthy and influential individuals, who believed that my powers could be used to reshape the world in their image. They had been watching me for years, waiting for the right moment to seize control.
I was shocked and disgusted by their manipulation and greed. I knew I had to stop them, no matter the cost. Trevor, who had been silent throughout my training, finally spoke. He revealed that he had been working undercover for years, infiltrating their ranks and gathering intelligence. He was now ready to help me bring them down.
Together, we formulated a plan to expose their nefarious activities and dismantle their organization. It would be a dangerous and challenging mission, but we were determined to succeed. We gathered our allies, those who had been wronged by the ‘others’ and were willing to fight for justice. We armed ourselves with knowledge and skills, preparing for the final showdown.
As we embarked on our mission, I couldn’t shake the feeling that we were walking into a trap. The ‘others’ were powerful and cunning, and they wouldn’t hesitate to use any means necessary to protect their interests. But I was no longer afraid. I had faced death and destruction, and I had emerged stronger and more determined than ever before. I was ready to confront the shadows and fight for the future.
The final confrontation took place at a remote estate owned by one of the ‘others.’ We infiltrated the grounds under the cover of darkness, silently eliminating the guards and disabling the security systems. We reached the main house, where the cabal was gathered, plotting their next move. I burst through the doors, my powers blazing, ready to face my enemies. Chaos erupted as we engaged in a fierce battle. The ‘others’ unleashed their own powers and weapons, but we were prepared. Trevor fought alongside me, his loyalty unwavering. Elara provided guidance and support, helping me to navigate the chaos.
One by one, we defeated our adversaries, exposing their lies and dismantling their network. The leader of the cabal, a ruthless businessman named Silas Thorne, emerged from the shadows, his eyes filled with rage. He unleashed a torrent of energy, attempting to crush me. But I stood firm, channeling my own powers to deflect his attack. We engaged in a final duel, our powers clashing in a spectacular display of force.
In the end, I triumphed, disarming Silas and exposing his crimes to the world. The authorities arrived, arresting the remaining members of the cabal and seizing their assets. Justice had finally been served.
But the victory was bittersweet. The battle had taken its toll, leaving us wounded and exhausted. Many of our allies had fallen, sacrificing themselves for the cause. I mourned their loss, but I knew that their sacrifices would not be in vain.
As the dust settled, I reflected on the journey that had brought me to this point. I had lost my mother, my friends, and my sense of normalcy. But I had also gained strength, knowledge, and a newfound purpose. I was no longer just a victim, but a warrior, a protector, a beacon of hope for a world shrouded in darkness.
I knew that the fight was far from over. There would always be shadows lurking in the corners, waiting for an opportunity to strike. But I was ready to face them, armed with my powers and my unwavering determination. I would continue to fight for justice, for truth, and for a better future for all.
Trevor stood beside me, his face etched with pride and admiration. He had been my protector, my guide, and my friend. I knew that our paths might diverge, but our bond would never be broken.
Elara smiled knowingly, her eyes twinkling with wisdom. She had taught me well, preparing me for the challenges ahead. I would always be grateful for her guidance and support.
As the sun rose, casting its golden rays across the landscape, I felt a sense of peace and hope. I had emerged from the darkness, stronger and more resilient than ever before. I was ready to embrace the future, whatever it may hold.
I decided to leave the city behind and embark on a new journey, a quest to find others like me, those who possessed unique abilities and were willing to use them for good. We would form a network, a force for change, a shield against the shadows. Together, we would protect the world from those who sought to control it.
And so, I set off, ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead, knowing that I was not alone. I had my powers, my allies, and my unwavering determination. I was ready to fight for a better future, a future where the light would always triumph over the darkness.
CHAPTER V
The ringing in my ears had finally faded, replaced by a dull, persistent ache behind my eyes. The world swam back into focus, a gruesome tableau of shattered glass, twisted metal, and the still forms of people I had known – some well, some barely at all. The air hung thick with the smell of smoke and something else, something acrid and metallic that clung to the back of my throat. Sarah was gone. Mom was gone. So many others, collateral damage in a war I didn’t even know I was fighting until it was far too late. I sat amongst the rubble, cradling a piece of twisted metal, feeling the cool bite of it against my skin. It grounded me, a small point of contact with reality in a world that had tilted on its axis.
My powers, raw and untamed, felt like a foreign entity inside me, a parasite feeding on grief and rage. They had saved me, yes, but at what cost? The faces of the dead haunted me – their eyes wide with terror, their mouths frozen in silent screams. Could I ever forgive myself for what had happened? Could I ever learn to control this… this thing inside me, or would I always be a danger to myself and everyone around me?
Trevor was gone too, vanished in the chaos after the explosion. I didn’t know if he was alive or dead, if he was a friend or an enemy. The uncertainty gnawed at me, a constant, low-level hum of anxiety. General Thompson had taken me to a safe house, a secluded cabin nestled deep in the woods. He said he wanted to help me, to train me to control my powers, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was just a pawn in his game. He saw me as a weapon, a tool to be used against his enemies. And maybe he was right. Maybe that’s all I was good for now. I looked at my hands, at the faint shimmer of energy that danced beneath my skin. A weapon.
Sleep offered no escape. Nightmares plagued me, vivid replays of the bombing, of Sarah’s screams, of my mother’s gentle face fading into the darkness. I woke up in cold sweats, my heart pounding, the taste of ashes in my mouth. Thompson left me alone mostly, giving me space to process everything. But I knew he was watching, always watching. Waiting for me to break, or to become the weapon he needed me to be. The cabin felt less like a sanctuary and more like a gilded cage. I was trapped, not by physical bars, but by the weight of my grief, my guilt, and my terrifying new reality.
Thompson found me staring into the lake, the surface reflecting my own haunted eyes. “You can’t stay here forever,” he said, his voice soft, almost gentle. “You have a choice to make. You can let this consume you, let it turn you into something you’re not. Or you can learn to control it, to use it for good.”
“Good?” I scoffed, turning away from him. “What good is there left in the world? Everything I loved is gone.”
“There’s always good, even in the darkest of times. Your mother believed that. Sarah believed that. That’s why they fought. That’s why they sacrificed everything.” He paused, his gaze steady and unwavering. “They wouldn’t want you to give up now.”
His words struck a nerve, a flicker of warmth in the frozen wasteland of my heart. He was right. My mother and Sarah wouldn’t want me to succumb to despair. They would want me to fight, to honor their memory by making the world a better place. But how could I do that, with this… this monster inside me?
“I don’t know how,” I said, my voice barely a whisper.
“I can help you,” Thompson said. “But you have to be willing to try. You have to be willing to face your fears, to confront your anger, and to find a way to harness your powers for good.”
I looked at him, really looked at him, for the first time. I saw not a cold, calculating general, but a man who had also lost much, a man who was trying to make a difference in a world filled with darkness. Maybe, just maybe, I could trust him. Maybe, just maybe, there was still hope.
“Okay,” I said, my voice stronger now. “I’ll try.”
Thompson started me slowly, meditation, learning to center myself. Control my breathing when the memories threatened to drown me. Then slowly we started to work with the energy inside me. He taught me how to channel it, to focus it, to direct it. It was like learning a new language, a language of pure energy. Some days were good, some days were bad. Some days I felt like I was making progress, some days I felt like I was going to explode. But Thompson was patient, always encouraging, always reminding me of what was at stake. I was still reeling, still deep in grief, but slowly I was starting to heal. I was starting to find a purpose, a reason to keep fighting.
One afternoon, weeks later, Thompson came to me with a mission. A group of refugees was trapped in a war-torn country, caught in the crossfire between warring factions. They needed help, and Thompson believed I was the only one who could get to them in time. It was a risky mission, fraught with danger, but I didn’t hesitate. This was my chance to use my powers for good, to make a real difference in the world. I was still afraid, but I was also determined. I was no longer running from my past. I was running towards my future.
The journey was arduous, filled with peril at every turn. I used my powers to shield the refugees from harm, to guide them through treacherous terrain, to protect them from enemy fire. I saw the fear in their eyes, but I also saw the hope. They were relying on me, trusting me to lead them to safety. And I wouldn’t let them down.
I led them to the border, where a team of aid workers was waiting to take them to safety. As I watched them cross the line, their faces etched with relief, I felt a surge of emotion wash over me. It wasn’t happiness, not exactly, but it was something close. It was a sense of accomplishment, a sense of purpose, a sense that I was finally making a difference. I was still haunted by my past, but I was no longer defined by it. I was forging a new path, a path of hope and healing.
Back at the cabin, Thompson met me with a solemn expression. “Trevor is alive,” he said, his voice low. “But he’s not who you think he is.”
My heart sank. I had dared to hope that he was still the man I had known, the man I had trusted. But deep down, I knew it wasn’t true. “What is he?” I asked, bracing myself for the answer.
“He’s one of them,” Thompson said. “He’s been working for Harding all along.”
The betrayal hit me like a physical blow, stealing the air from my lungs. How could I have been so blind? How could I have trusted him so completely? I thought back to all the times we had spent together, all the secrets we had shared. Was it all a lie? Was he just using me?
“He wants to meet you,” Thompson continued. “He says he has information about your mother, information that you need to know.”
I hesitated. Could I trust him? Could I risk another betrayal? But the thought of learning more about my mother, of finally understanding her past, was too strong to resist.
“I’ll meet him,” I said, my voice cold and hard. “But I’m not going alone.”
Thompson arranged the meeting in an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of the city. It was a dark and desolate place, the perfect setting for a final confrontation. I arrived with Thompson and a team of armed guards, my senses on high alert. Trevor was waiting for us, standing alone in the center of the warehouse, his face shrouded in shadow.
“Hello, Elena,” he said, his voice smooth and familiar. “It’s been a while.”
“What do you want, Trevor?” I asked, my voice devoid of emotion.
“I want to tell you the truth about your mother,” he said. “She was a remarkable woman, Elena. But she was also a dangerous one. She knew too much, and Harding wanted her silenced.”
“And you helped him?” I asked, my voice rising with anger.
“I did what I had to do,” he said. “I was following orders. I didn’t have a choice.”
“Everyone has a choice, Trevor,” I said. “You chose to betray me. You chose to betray my mother. And now you’re going to pay the price.”
I unleashed my powers, the energy surging through me, crackling in the air. Trevor didn’t stand a chance. He was no match for me, not anymore. I could have killed him, could have ended it all right there. But I didn’t. I couldn’t.
Instead, I used my powers to disarm him, to immobilize him. I wanted him to face justice, to answer for his crimes. I turned him over to Thompson and his team, knowing that he would be held accountable for his actions.
As they led him away, Trevor looked at me, his eyes filled with regret. “I’m sorry, Elena,” he said. “I never wanted this to happen.”
I didn’t say anything. There was nothing left to say. The past was behind me. I had faced my demons, and I had emerged stronger. I was no longer the grieving daughter, the hunted fugitive. I was something else now, something more. I was a protector, a guardian, a beacon of hope in a world filled with darkness.
I spent the next few years traveling the world, using my powers to help those in need. I rescued victims of natural disasters, protected refugees from war, and fought against injustice wherever I found it. I couldn’t bring back my mother, or Sarah, or any of the others I had lost. But I could honor their memory by making the world a better place.
Sometimes, late at night, I would look up at the stars and wonder what they would think of me. Would they be proud of what I had become? Would they forgive me for my mistakes? I didn’t know the answer, but I hoped so. I carried their memory with me always, a constant reminder of the sacrifices they had made, and the love that had shaped me. I never forgot their faces, their voices, their laughter. They were always with me, guiding me, inspiring me to keep fighting.
I never fully mastered my powers. Sometimes they still felt wild and unpredictable, threatening to consume me. But I learned to live with them, to accept them as part of who I was. I learned to control them, to use them responsibly, to channel them for good. They were a burden, yes, but they were also a gift. A gift that I would use to make the world a better place, one act of kindness at a time.
I never found peace, not completely. The scars of the past would always remain, a reminder of the pain and loss I had endured. But I also found strength, resilience, and a sense of purpose. I had learned that true strength lies not in power, but in the ability to choose. To choose to fight for what is right, to choose to help those in need, to choose to never give up hope. The world is not a fair place. And terrible people still exist within it. The world may never get better, but there is always good to be done. Even if it only seems small.
I built a foundation in Mom’s name. It was only fitting. I gave all the money I had, and General Thompson helped me find some grants. With it we started providing aid to areas devastated by violence. My powers came in handy getting supplies across borders, and I became known in some circles as a, well, maybe not a hero, but someone you could depend on. Someone who would always be there when things went sideways.
It wasn’t enough. It would never be enough. But it was something.
The nightmares faded to dull memories, and I could sometimes remember Mom and Sarah without crying. Sometimes. The world kept spinning, and I kept moving with it. Doing what good I could. Staying true to their memories. I knew that’s what they would have wanted.
I still visit their graves from time to time. Talking to them. Telling them what’s been going on. It doesn’t bring them back. But it helps me feel like they’re still here, watching over me. Guiding me. And maybe, just maybe, they are.
Colonel Harding was brought to justice, and his organization dismantled, thanks in no small part to General Thompson. He never asked for anything in return, just smiled and said he was happy to help. I think, in the end, he was a good man. Haunted by his own ghosts, maybe. But good.
And Trevor… I never saw him again. I heard he was serving a long sentence. I don’t hate him. Not anymore. I pity him. He made his choices, and now he has to live with them.
Sometimes, when I’m helping people, I see their faces light up with hope. And in those moments, I know that I’m doing the right thing. That I’m honoring the memory of my loved ones. That I’m making a difference, however small.
The world is still a dark and dangerous place. But there is also light. There is also hope. And as long as we keep fighting for it, as long as we keep choosing good over evil, we can make a difference. We can create a better future, one act of kindness at a time. I’ll keep their memory alive, no matter what. That’s what keeps me going. That’s what I have left.
And maybe that’s enough.
I touch the cold stone of Mom’s gravestone, feeling the rough texture beneath my fingers, and whisper, “I miss you.”
Some wounds never fully heal, they simply become a part of who we are. END.