HE TOSSED A BAG INTO THE RIVER AND DROVE OFF; I DIDN’T HESITATE, DIVING INTO THE FREEZING WATER ONLY TO FIND LIFE STARING BACK AT ME. HE WATCHED ME SAVE THEM AND DID NOTHING, A BEHAVIOR I KNOW ALL TOO WELL.
The ice water stole my breath the second I hit. It wasn’t a gradual thing, like stepping into a cold bath, but a violent shock that seized every muscle. My Doc Martens dragged me down as I fought against the current, the murky water blinding me. Above the roar in my ears, I heard the…